After multiple squashings throughout the night by guess-who, after a ride on Speed Racer taxi uncle's car, and after a horribly breathless morning jog, my mind's clear with nothing, just want to jump into bed to have a good sleep till noon time :D

Had Dipper(HAHA) last night and i still feel the food banging against my stomach walls, still so full. D: Mm. Was overall a happy day yesterday, and tired. I'm even more tired now. The queen sized bed in guess-who's house actually ironically felt like half of my single bed. Horrible person tsk tsk tsk -shakes head- I wanna have more of last night-s, having happy dinner, sleepy talks though i had to live without my bolster and tolerate those %&#$&!#^& However they keep my thoughts away from almost everything. But really, today's jog seems a bit weird as compared to the one 1-2 months ago. This one gives me a painful asthmatic feeling. It must be those filthy stuff i took in last time that caused this. Urgh. Shit.

Anyway...been watching and reading news about the China Quake. Thank God Uncle's safe and sound. It's so heartwrenching to read. These people.....teaches me not to be in want.

There's this lonely but happy feeling towards you in me. I wish i could stop contradicting myself. But it's fine, so much better this way, the best way things can end. :D

posted by ariel at 7:33 AM