I really really don't know why i smiled after that. Hahha. Hahahahha.

And today was a good day besides the nauseous feeling that hasnt gone away since that day(i forgot when). Hahahha. I'm feeling happy all of a sudden, minus the last night issue before i went to bed. Mmm.

*laughs*

Anyway..Something about regrets, cos people they often come crying or being so depressed about the consequences they face because decisions they once made, thinking it was the best solution to the problem or situation, myself being one of them in the past. Those choices were the best and keep believing it still is, if not you would have took another path that time already isnt it? Regrets shouldnt even exist. They were decisions made at a point of time when you had a certain string of feelings in you which you probably wont be able to feel now. That time was the time when you felt all the pulling/pushing factors which slowly drew you to the decision you already made. People keep repeating to other people or friends tell friends "what's the point of regretting when it's already past? Dont cry over spilt milk". True but it doesn help untie the knot inside, it's just a comment which doesn help relieve the agony in anyway and i'm glad i grew out of it. I know my regrets now were decisions i had to make at that time, to save myself from regretting even more if i took a different route especially when now all's as well as it can be now.

posted by ariel at 8:52 PM